One week down
It's been one week. I still have one week to wait for my mammogram and ultrasound. There is another lump in my breast. I'm hoping it's just a cyst or something non cancerous. I go through cycles of how I feel. I feel fine most days. I stay busy and occupy my mind so I'm not obsessing over it. I have my moments when I play, " what if".... but I think I've come to terms with what if. I can't change anything, good or bad, so I figure I gotta just keep on keeping on. If I happen to end up with the big "C" then we'll handle it. Not much else we can do. No sense in freaking out. I don't want my family to worry either. My daughter already freaked out about it. Made me feel terrible. So I'm trying to put on a brave face and not let it bother me. I have exactly one week. Then maybe longer? Like if they wa...